Текст песни Ronald van Gelderen - Realize

I don't wanna be crippled and cracks
shoulders wrist and knees and back
ground to dust and ash
and i'm crawling for hours and hours
now i can't climb these stairs
pieces missing everywhere
prozac painkillers
naked floorfillers

i wish i could be just like you
a saint, a horror ___
being evil is what you do
have my thoughts for dinner
it's like a fever come check and see
dark and filthy inside of me
i bite my tounge and stand in line
it's the dirt that makes me shine

this mashine will not communicate
these thoughts and ___ I'm under
destroy my world
and watch me going under

Your mind is filled with alibies
keep hearing your silly lies
i told you once i told you twice
do you realize...