Текст песни Romeo Retarded - Ask me why

I'm still waiting, sitting by the telephone it rings
Once again, not from you,
But what could I expect?
Contemplating, past and present situations that
Came to us, far too much,
But what could you expect?
One heart beating, torn apart by reminiscing a about, all the times, I spent alone
Happier than you
Sick of wasting
All my precious time on you
And now it's time you realized it's through
Running circles in my head,
Turning back the hands of time
Was a time you wished me dead,
Wasn't thought as out of line
To you it's right to me it's wrong,
Should be taken as a sign
A reason to believe That everything is wonderful
I try to get in touch with my old self
I'm searching for relief
To find the strength inside of me
To cut you off and take you off that shelf
I try to find a way, to fade you to a memory
But it's hard to try and make you understand
That there's a reason to believe,
That anything is possible
You've crossed the line and here I make my stand
Time is moving fast,
And I don't want to turn around Because
I'm scared of what you may have left for me
I'm blocking out the past
To look ahead to future days
When you'll be gone and not be part of me
You can't control my thoughts,
Or be the one to choose what I believe
Running circles in my head,
Turning back the hands of time
Was a time you wished me dead,
Wasn't thought as out of line
In a daze I pull you close,
Make believe that you are mine
I step back and pull away,
And you have to ask me why