I used to grow alone inside my head
What's wrong with my behavior
Still can not understand
I waited years for the change inside my brain
Change that will finally prove that I'm sane
I'm cast away
I'll stay isolate
I can’t remember accident to scare me as a kid
I was already born with fear
Towards everyone I meet
Throughout my life I never felt I need a company
And everyday I fought a will to remove my eyes
I feel I can not stick to certain way of thoughts and speech
Unnatural but still polite you're got used to deceive
What's this inside my mind that blocks my consciousness
I hope someday the answer will be found
Brain cells of strangeness don't need them in my daily life
But they make difference inside my mind