all your friends are lying
they don't love you
they just keep laughing
laughing at you
you just keep smiling
because you're alone
always have been
secluded in that room
that makes you happy
but your happiness is old
cancer stricken and ill
in the end
you're crying
you've gotten your conclusion
time to quit trying
pleasing no one
your embrace is your own
warmth in the sheets
arms wrapped around your head
there she is
staring at you
screaming those words
"you're home"
all your friends are dying
all your friends are dead