DESPAIRING HOURS,
SINKING IN MY HEART,
I SLOW DOWN MY BREATH,
TO TRY TO FORGET.
IN MY DREAMS I CLAIM THAT
SOMEONE COULD HEAR MY CRY,
THIS SUFFER GROWS,
WHEN THE DAYS START TO PASSING BY.
LONGEST WASTING NIGHTS;
IN MY EYES, I NEED SOME LIGHT.
I COULD MERELY REMAIN,
WHEN I ENJOY MY LIFE.
I HAVE A REMORSE,
CARRY ON TOO MUCH TIME;
SINCE ALL IN MY LIFE
TURNS FROM BLUE TO GREY.
I SAY TOO MANY LIES
BESIDES, TO SAVE MY LIFE.
I TAKE MY GUILT;
BUT I CAN’T REGRET.
I MUST DESIGN A SECRET PLAN
TO OVERUN MY INSIDE WAR.
INSIDE WAR WITHOUT A HOPE!
A BATTLEFIELD WHERE NO ONE WON!
STILL THE FIGHT.
STILL THE PAIN.
PLEASE SAVE ME GOD!
I’M ALMOST DEAD.
LONGEST WASTING NIGHTS;
IN MY EYES, I NEED SOME LIGHT.
I COULD MERELY REMAIN,
WHEN I ENJOY MY LIFE.