She forgave and she forgot
God knows I tried hard but I did not
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I'm still tortured by my own thirst
Seeking flesh and dirty tongues to the lick the wound where my heart of glass burst
It doesn't matter who lives or dies
If I feel alive
Reject suicide
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SOMETIMES I BELIEVE
THAT GOD IS A BEAST
THAT HE MADE THE ANGELS CRY
SOMETIMES I BELIEVE
THAT DEATH IS A GIFT
THAT ENDS ALL THE PAIN INSIDE
SOMETIMES I BELIEVE
THAT LOVE IS A LIE
THE BLOOD IN A BLOODSTAINED SKY
BUT I'LL BE OK
I'LL BE JUST FINE
I'LL DIE WITH THIS PAIN, BITCH!
_ _ _
She forgave and she forgot
Another aeon later and I still can not
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You eat my sorrow as I make your deathbed
It's a slow suicide as you choke on every word I say
But you keep swallow all the shit from me
Why don't you hate me?
Why don't you spit it right back at me?