I fucking quit
There's no winning for me here
Not in this place where I choose not to compete
I feel misled
I feel taken advantage of
I feel as though I've been lied to and used
Brainwashed
I am so lonely
And she won't help me
I'm useless and apparently it's all my fault
What do I actually do?
Not much apart from struggle and depress those around me
Those who are already unstable
Those who cling
I don't need this
But I don't know what I need
That's why she torments me
I feel like a burdened burden
On the earth
(There's no resolution)
I am entirely blown away
I leave myself speechless