i will hide away burying myself in
my idea of the world
for reality and all it has offered
has only lead me astray
it has destroyed me
turning me against my better judgment
leaving me alone
must i rely on the image of such a decietful place
i just want to be something more
in the ridges of my tattered fingers
and the creases of my tired palms lyes
the history of my life
ive seen the path that i have chosen
and the road that has been set before me
i just want to change this all
i just want change
i can not allow myself to settle for selfish interactions
and regretful descisons
from down here where i have allowed my choices to take me
i just want to be something more
i will garner the strength to lift the pain from my back
no longer counting my scars while trying to find my blessings
