I am lost
And every day i have to question if the world would give up on me
It seems ive been drowning myself in these fucking thoughts every night
And when i saw your face i realized that you had let go of me
I am so lost without you
Where did you go
Find me
Deep inside the wasteland of my mind
You were my guiding light
My inspiration
But now i live in an eternal night
I am lost
But ill find my way back
Somehow
Someday
But for now ill be
Endlessly roaming
The void you left in me
I am still searching for strength to rise
From these embers that still burn inside of my eyes so brightly
Give me a chance to wake up and catch my breath
It seems I've been running for so goddamn long
now my legs are sewn together and my eyes are sewn shut
And my lungs are frail but I am breathing in for a final song
This is my swan song