Текст песни PaNRo - Вам не понять

I was taught to read and not speak words
to speak the truth in your face
sorry for the sarcasm, it's true
I carry only in fact, without any obscenities

no desecration my fake smile
hands covered with blood before eyes photo roofing picture
loner in the apartment in the mirror so many questions
and no answers

I would like to leave but there is no turning back
maze of betrayals and rats
if it were not for my mother, I would have hung on my neck long ago

you all do not understand me
my soul is broken and can't be lifted
uploaded myself to mp3 to somehow relieve the pain
hyperbole of words you cannot understand

but I don't want to say love
Fake, please forgive your souls for this
hard for me to break hard as a server
my words for you walking wind

just like life is a fleeting vision
after me something will remain in these tracks my spirit is ghost
at 24 I don't know the word love
at 24 I learned how to devour another and see blood

oh yeah, I almost forgot who you are to judge
who are you to ruin fate
set a goal yourself and try to reach
put it on and try to get there

it's not lyrics, it's not even the cries of the soul
that's what you couldn't say
I came from nowhere
and left nowhere
where words, crumpled paper stuck into a basket with her dream is killed

there is one miracle that saves me
hope and faith, but there is so much fire around, so much lies
I know one sabaka better than people
she will not give not when

I could scream but there is silence
left alone four walls and darkness
would you hear me
this is not the howl of a wolf, this is the squeak of a simple puppy

in this crumpled world
where they dug their own trenches
you saw everything yourself
what have become
here is the answer to what we were striving for