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I betrayed my life, losing the current through my veins
I hide my pain again under the umbrella
And there are no reflections in my own eyes
I remain music in sick hearts
I don't know how to survive here
No, I don't know why you're trying to change everything
My veins are almost dry, my screams are cold
It's time for us to leave
Remember the time where you and I laughed sweetly
Forgive me, conscience and faith, forgive me for my weakness
I sent everything to hell and I don't give a fuck
What are you thinking about me now, you scum!
Hear know your place, know your worth
And it's better not to get into my soul, creature!
I have nothing more to lose
And there is no need to stay here from now on
I lost faith in myself here
I have lost everything that we have kept for so long
But my sky did not betray me
Hiding tears in the rain
When I was still a child
And I was only driven by a dream
But it's too late

If you want to run away from me at sunrise
Find yourself in other worlds where love is in power
Where light gives birth to warmth in the ocean of dreams
Run ...
Years with you - did not know the fear of defeat and troubles
You helped me fly when the strength is gone
I am your continuation, while the heart beats inside
While the heart is beating ..

Crushed and drunk again
Loud music is hidden from the crazy world
Again the night is not with the beloved
Yes, and the beloved at night gives the unloved
It's easy to fall apart
If they put your heart on a mine
Do not give in to temptations and beautiful faces
So as not to become ugly
Look into my eyes, I smile
Hmm, you won't believe it, but I'm pretending!
I believe in a broken one - a broken splinter from the heart with dry lips
The dream is dying
Time is not waiting to be waiting
I'll tell you with a pale face
How much fun it is for me to be betrayed for me
Here only dogs are faithful, but people are not dogs
Although with a simple look, they will change
I'm with God all the way to heaven
I just ask him not to leave him outside the door
In a hazy past I try to breathe
Full breasts with punctured lungs
And gnaw on these carrion bitches
That left the wounds, steadfast in trust
Plagued by the malicious smile of fate
And I laugh in her eyes too
Not charter
I go where not legs are needed, but armor
But I don't give a damn about the cries of the cattle herd
In the words of the great author
"I grant everyone forgiveness
And in the Resurrection of Christ
Kiss me on the forehead,
And not betrayed - in the mouth. "..... Anna Akhmatova

If you want to run away from me at sunrise
Find yourself in other worlds where love is in power
Where light gives birth to warmth in the ocean of dreams
Run ...
Years with you - did not know the fear of defeat and troubles
You helped me fly when the strength is gone
I am your continuation, while the heart beats inside
While the heart is beating ..