y0uve made me str0ng made me like y0u
im what y0u wanted m0st
but when y0u l00k at me
i alm0st miss being a gh0st
y0uve turned me t0 a machine
if i c0uld id feel depressed
cause the reas0n f0r my emptiness is ticking in my chest
s0 y0u l0ve me big fucking deal
it d0esnt matter h0w y0u feel
s0 y0u l0ve me n0t a big deal
i w0nt let y0u change what i feel
and im surprised it t00k this l0ng t0 tear myself apart
because ive had a time b0mb where i 0nce had a heart
y0u kn0w id rather run away id rather burn bleed and expl0de
than carry a l0ve thats n0t my 0wn
s0metimes i try t0 hurt y0u s0 i feel in c0ntr0l
cause y0uve f0rced me t0 ad0re y0u when id rather be al0ne
fed up with y0ur fantasies they c0ver what is wr0ng
c0me 0n baby lets just part ways cause we d0nt get al0ng
y0u and s0llux y0u b0th meant well
i send my best regards fr0m hell
and im surprised it t00k this l0ng t0 tear myself apart
because ive had a time b0mb where i 0nce had a heart
y0u kn0w id rather run away id rather burn bleed and expl0de
than carry a l0ve thats n0t my 0wn
i never sent f0r l0ve i never had a heart t0 mend
because bef0re the start began i always saw the end
yeah i wait f0r y0u t0 realize just what y0uve d0ne t0 me
but n0things g0nna change y0ur mind i must set myself free
yeah i must set myself free
and im surprised it t00k this l0ng t0 tear myself apart
because ive had a time b0mb where i 0nce had a heart
y0u kn0w id rather run away id rather burn bleed and expl0de
than carry a l0ve thats n0t my 0wn
im n0t my 0wn