Текст песни Noisy Silence - Должно было быть не так

I lost, everything should have been wrong
We had to be. Everything is simple.
Now I'm collecting my mess,
And take the nails out of the wounds.

I won’t lie, I found the sea in you
And do not care that it turned out to be dead
I felt nothing but pain
But at least she felt, and was free.

Perhaps it should have been,
And sometime I will understand it.
You can be released, but not forgotten
We are strong, I will survive.

So madly familiar
This is not the first time I'm saying goodbye
I'm ready to let anyone go
But do not let go of melancholy, blue eyes.

You have a long life, it's nice
And I still have yours.
Over time, I realized that this is malfunctioning
And that I lost myself a long time ago.