i wake up in a castle
in a blossoming garden
feeling so lonely
mhm
i hung myself in this mess filled with thorns
tell me what do they call you?
where are you running off too?
oh could you tell me
mhm
i found you kept away in this garden
and i know your warmth is
the closest to reality
the flowers that you picked for me
reaching for your hand
but this is my fate
don't smile on me
light on me
no i can never take
another step to you
don't have a name
to call me by anymore
you know that i can't
show you me, give you me
the weaknesses that i hide
you can never see
i wear a mask again so i could see you
but i still want you
from this lonesome garden
want to give you a flower
reminding me of you
mhm
to give you all
and take this foolish mask off
but i know that i can
never give you more than that
forever may not be for us
hide the ugly now
and i'm so afraid
that in the end
you'll leave again
i know that it's pathetic
what was i to do
i wear a mask again so i could see you
im crying my soul
im all alone
these walls won't hold
the castle made of sand is falling from within
i'm taking off the mask
to go and meet you
and i still want you
but i still want you
and i still want you (3x)
