Day by day
Hour to hour
I bear witness
27 years
Of murder
Predisposed to see my will
Bear rotten withered fruits
Rusting
On the bloody vine
Still constantly betrayed
By my ability to reason
My life away
Nothing to betray
The Shores Of Anhedonia
Where I forever reign
Slaughtered dreams billowing
From this world of attrition
I’ve lived all your instantiations
Perversion my Victim & Virtue
Ruled my kingdom
Chemically
The analytical prison
Of alienation and relativity
Within these subjective walls
I serve a Neuro-Sentence
Solitary defiance
In a closed-casket life
My sorrow runs so deep
Nothing can escape
Consumed in silent flames
In this never-ending season
I fade away
Nothing to portray
The Shores Of Anhedonia
Where I forever stay
A philosophical fornicator
Wounded by the blade he forged in Idealism
I bleed a live-long doubt
Nothing satisfies
Nothing intensifies
Receptors slain by
The beast inside