Текст песни NF - Paralyzed changed

When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the worse I need my time
I feel like they care for someone else

I’m paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I’m paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I’m lost and it kills me - inside
I’m paralyzed

When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (Ooh)
Where’s the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith

I’m paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I’m paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I’m lost and it kills me - inside
I’m paralyzed

I’m paralyzed
I’m scared to live but I’m scared to die
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And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
But it’s still alive
And it’s taking over me - where am I?
I wanna feel something, I’m numb inside
But I feel nothing, I wonder why
And on the race of life time passes by
Look
I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch ‘em
I just watch ‘em
I’m under water but I feel like I’m on top of it
I’m at the bottom and I don’t know what the problem is
I’m in a box
But I’m the one who locked me in
Someone getting me a little more of oxygen

I’m paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I’m paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I’m lost and it kills me - inside

I’m paralyzed (Yeah, I’m just so paralyzed)
Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I’m just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (Oh, I can’t longer moving, why you’re not moving? Ay yeah)
I’m paralyzed
Where is the real me? (Where is the real me?)
I’m lost and it kills me - inside (I’m paralyzed, I’m paralyzed)
I’m paralyzed (I’m paralyzed)