Текст песни mc Andran - ненавижу и люблю

I didn't think that someday at the very beginning of spring
I will have to extinguish the burning bridges
misunderstanding in the eyes or just fear
but I know that everything could be wrong
I know ..... but you will never know
how I paint your image in the sky worrying
for the past that pops up before my eyes
it's dearer to me than life, let's hit the gas and
again lost in the world, in empty cold apartments
remember that dream that we did not share
for two, she burned in your arms
and you are no longer waiting for me, having watched .........................
familiar motive for me, somewhere at 4 in the morning
you are fast asleep and I am going to no one knows where
killed by feelings for you and something else under 40
thoughts flash why the world is so drawn
there are so many beauties around, but I love you alone
and all this time love was dragging me to the bottom
and now I'm drowning, but something keeps afloat
but in my heart there are only two feelings I hate and love
I would go beyond the clouds, not see this world
without my feelings you already have everything beautiful
casting glances at you at shot distance
my heart will jump out and I would have to survive
these impulses of some kind of fucking feelings
that at first they give joy and, over time, sadness
and already give a fuck about it! all roads are closed
but what was said right now will soon be forgotten!