She is like a secret page in my diary
she's the only one for me
but my mind is somewhere else
and she knows that too
there is nothing much she can do
in the darkness
I hear voices in my head
telling me I have to look back
clouds gathered together
like darkness upon my life
searching for the ultimate ride
it's not you it's me not being easy
it's hard to live with a guy like me
I'm frustrated
and don't know what it is
can't give her the love I want to give
When I blow the candle
my problems fade away
and you can touch me
When I look in the mirror,
I see a man
but he doesn't know who he is
no connection to a soul
no connection to a brain
not far from going insane
she's the only one
who can give me strength
she's the reason for me to live
can't give her the things she want
I first have to find myself
can't find the love I want to give
When I blow the candle
my problems will fade away
and you can touch me
Don't listen to the things
they say about me
one day I will be free
just wait for me.....
