is that my heart beating
or just drums glitching and my computer freezing
is that my soul screaming
or violins singing the melody of my dreams
I hear a low hum
is that my lungs breathing
or is bass irregularly complicated
do these strings belong to my life or my guitar,
both distorted beyond repair
is that the sound of broken me or just another song that I made
I'm not trying to be cryptic, I'm trying to be honest
but then why my every word is exaggerated
why do I keep having robots sing my songs
I make and make, keep feeling underrated
no way to find, no way to choose, hear my cry, you damn muse
i don't want to stop, but the things to say, the things to sing are gone
I dig and dig, but I am done...