Текст песни Matenrou Opera - Coal Tar

[Yonderu dare no koe darou
Tashika na shiawase na koe
Ima soko ni iku yo ima]

[Zutto hagureteita no
Zutto sabishikatta no
Mou te wo hanasanaide
Kono te wo hanasanaide]

Kyou mo koorutaaru no umi
Nigeru you ni me wo tojita

Makkura na sekai ni mi wo oite yagate kuru nemuri wo matsu
Ima made mite kita koto kanjite kita koto watashi wa mou wasuretai
Keihaku na inori wa azayaka ni nigeteiru ima no watashi wo utsushita
Iya ni natte kuru watashi de iru koto watashi to iu nanimo kamo

Kyou mo koorutaaru no umi
Muchuu de te wo nobasu

[Akai yuuhi ga mieta
Mou sugu yoru ni naru kara
Hayaku kaeranakucha hayaku]

Kyou mo koorutaaru no umi
Shizundeiku koto ga umaku natta
Iki mo tsuzukanai kedo
Oboresasete wa kurenai

Makenai you ni egao wo miseta kokoro ga orenai you ni
Dareka ni aisarereba ima yori wa mada ikitai to omoeru kamo shirenai kara
Dakedo jouzu ni mitsumerarenai
Datte watashi ga watashi jishin wo kirai nanda kara shinjirarenai no
Jibun no subete ga suki ni narenai
Aisaretai yo aisaretai yo
Dare demo ii tasukete mou kietai no

[Whose voice is calling me
It must be an blessing voice
I'll go there now, right now...]

[I'm always get lost
I'm always alone
Don't let go this hand already
Please don't let go this hand...]

Even now, on this coal tar's sea
I'm trying to escape, and close this eyes

I put myself on this dark world, and I waiting for death
I already want to forget all things that I see and fell by myself
The frivolous pray that I made is stil clear, I want to run away but it reflected on me now
I can't accept thing like that exist on me, but for me, that's all is everything

Even now, on this coal tar's sea
I strecthed this hand in a trance

[I've seen the red setting sun
Soon it will change into night
Please return once again, please...]

Even now, on this coal tar's sea
I able to be sank on it
I can't even continue to breath, but
I don't want to be drowned

I won't lose and my heart won't break if I see that smiling face
If I can be loved by someone, maybe I still want to continue to live right now
Until now I still can't find the dexterity of mine
I hate myself because of it, and I can't trust on it
And I can't started to like the entire of my own body
I want to be loved, I want to be loved
Someone please help me, because I want to dissapear now