Текст песни Mariath - Obsession

I clench my gun hand ,
And in it , and the life , and my death .
Why did I scare bullet brain ?
And the trunk suddenly stopped at the temple ?

Where did this obsession ,
What my life is a fraud ?
And what is my birthday,
When the trunk stood in the temple ?

But no, my finger is not a killer ,
And the gun flying to the floor .
So where despair border
What blood wrote the verdict ?

Sentence...
But no...

But no, my finger is not a killer ,
And the gun flying to the floor .
So where despair border
What blood wrote the verdict ?