Текст песни MC - Что это , я не могу понять...

Cheer up dear, it will only get worse
your tears from your eyes turned the asphalt into a puddle
let's run home there dinner is cooling down
I'm sorry, but I'm not allowed to become your husband
I will not become the sun that will warm you
don't expect miracles, please stop believing in me
you see the angel in me and I am the demon from the fire
there is no love honestly and I do not love you
leave your soul alone do not torment your wounds
I am a stupid and very stubborn person
I come to you when I'm just drunk
not noticing the happiness on the rosy cheeks
not tired of partying, excuses are eternal
you write that you miss and I only smiley
I send over the network when online in ICQ
and you are still waiting without closing your eyes

I can't understand that there is no hope
and you keep looking
come on baby
it's time to go to bed
because I know it's useless to wait for me

I smile at everything that happens around
but when you call the ground from under your feet leaves
I hear your exhalation and inhalation through the tube
and then I calmly drink tea or coffee
I don't really care what state you are in
I try not to pay attention to it at all
I hope you find yourself a decent guy
but forget me, because my heart is made of stone
you had enough flame and me dead cold
we had a fight we broke up i found a reason
scandals with me and some problems
and you are a good girl and turned out to be faithful
we can't return time, I'm always in a hurry somewhere
sorry for the words that I supposedly won't let go
caused so much pain now I am writing about it
I remember you here and I am very sad

I can't understand that there is no hope
and you keep looking
come on baby
it's time to go to bed
because I know it's useless to wait for me