Текст песни гнилойабрикос - бесконечно дождливое лето

please touch me in dreams
brighter than every nightmare scratching your back
I am iron I am stone I lava frozen in front of my eyes but only in your hands
soft clay
five in the morning I look at you so close
there is no thunderstorm outside the window
but there is no possibility of life without risk
I do not want to wake up when the sun is shining
I don’t want to wake up at all
lumps in the throat rots endlessly rainy summer