This vessel of mine and it's needs fears desires
how silly am I to think I had control
when you came to my side out of worry and of wonder
my mind was too wary thought you too scary
So suddenly my chimpanzee lizard brain reaction brought a crushing hand down and I'm so sorry that it happened but there's nothing I can do now but feel the pain you can't so I will I'm sorry little spider-bro still
This vessel of mine such anxious disposition
so quickly to judge and lay out decisions
it's enemies within but it's lashing out consistant
you should have known the danger couldn't keep yourself a stranger
This vessel of mine a jumbled bag of feelings
a dopamine junkie from the receptors I am wielding
and nothing must get in its way and I'm sorry that you did that day