Mesmerized by distant clouds
which arrive majestically,
bringing silent thunder here
Oppressive feelings fill my head
but crying will not help me now
when I sense the rise of fear
What could be worse than loneliness?
Being without a soul to touch?
Crushed by life's uncertainty
Like a knife-stab from the rear
when I read between her lines;
Now my horrors talk to me
How can it be that tomorrow brings me more light?
When all that I see is barren waste, devoid of any meaning
The empty stare in her eyes reveals me that she is gone
But all I think of is the way she used to touch me
I am so tired to be constantly facing my fears
I am done with the pressures of my life, constructed by my mind
I am so tired I can't handle the thought of being free
Release me from crushing certainty and leave our pain behind
