I feel the noose
Tightening around my neck
My lungs ache
For my final breath
My heart is desolate
I long for an end to my days
I feel the soil
Being tossed over my grave
Feel myself rotting from within
Disintegrate, decompose
In the confines I chose
I am not here
I am not gone
I've disappeared to
Where I belong
Where love doesn't linger
But falls into ash
To where I'm not haunted
By the ghosts of my past
Retrace steps that lead to nothing
Night fades as my soul burns into ash
Solitude has become my home
Into the dark where I'm alone
A desolate heart, and empty soul