My body is fucking broken
My spirit collapsed long ago
debilitated spine
my lungs are shit
and my diseased heart pumps cancer through my collapsed veins
its something and ruined
I am ruined
I bring shame to all
This is not my pleasure, it is my way
Doubt and paranoia are my friends
I've been betrayed and left with only them
My body is entirely ruined
My hands shake and seize until they feeel broken
this life that is poison ruins
I am ruined til my brain start to ache
This is my pleasure, this is my way
This cancer that is my life
This cancer that is me
Destroys