[Verse 1: Lil Ugly Mane]
HE USED TO LAUGH THE LOUDEST/NOW IT NEVER SHOWS
HE TRIED TO BE THE TALLEST/BUT HE NEVER GROWS
HE WATCHED HIS BROTHER DIE AND NEVER TOLD
LOOKED AROUND AND KNEW HE HAD TO GO
HE KNEW HIS FATHER HAD A BETTER DREAM
BUT YOU CAN’T LEARN FROM WHAT YOU NEVER SEEN
HE TRIED TO MINGLE WITH THESE JEALOUS THIEVES
WATCH A HUMAN INTERACT WITH A MACHINE
WATCH A HUMAN INTERACT WITH A MACHINE
WATCH A HUMAN GET ABUSED BY A MACHINE
WATCH A HUMAN GETTING USED BY A MACHINE
NOW HE’S USELESS AND HE’S STUPID AND OBSCENE
HE NEVER LEAVES
HE NEVER LEAVES
HE COMES AND HE GOES
BUT HE NEVER LEAVES
HE NEVER BREATHES HE NEVER BREATHES
HE INHALES AND HE EXHALES BUT HE NEVER BREATHES
[collapse and appear CONT.]
I feel apart and took my mind with me. i have been barely sustaining
My pain just marinating. i fell apart and took my mind with me. just a
Ghost cloaked in lies with a broken spine. i fell apart and took my mind
With me. just an unrecognizable creature caught under an avalanche
I fell apart and took my mind with me. my presence unnerving. im a
Shadow always lurking. surrounded by death. even the towel rack
Reminds me of the handles pallbearers grip tightly on the way out of
Church. what they use to lift you up into the back of that hearse. i see
A woman tighten grip on her purse. can’t be offended. she doesnt
Know my intentions. she imagines the worse. around here. the
Conditions severe. around here. you tightrope between detachment
And fear. between the shattered fragments of existence that collapse
And appear. never changes. just exacerbates depression deeper year
And year. pain weaving in. pain weaving out. heartworms. sharpturns
Sparsewords. scarsburns. i spent a long time dying. dont wake me up
Yet. public executions. you’ll never see me upset. forcefed myself with
Blow but now i settle for sedatives. no longer in the street. i belong in
The crevices. positively negative. popular ive never been. hard to be a
Person when you lack the metal requistes. emotionally deficit
Consumed with all the wretchedness. not optimist or pessimist. my
Politics are in exodus. spouting countless fountains out while drowning
In the brine. my lifes the foulest algorithm science can't define. they
Trap you in these systems that are phallic in design. because they fuck
You in the mind. boy. they fuck you all the time. i fell apart and took
My mind with me. being strung up at the ligaments with cultural
Derivatives. i fell apart and took my mind with me. pronounced dead
By a nemesis. a doubt with a benefit. i fell apart and took my mind with
Me. just a cluster of atoms thrust deep in a chasm. i feel apart and now
Your mind is with me. smoke in your eyes. the worlds a joke in disguise
