Текст песни ksenia veselova - what it has to be

are you to read
or am i to watch you sleep
leaning to get to you

and have you seen
how could one belead against
dawning behind the mirror

maybe this time i will understand
what's going on
and what it just has to be
and is there at least one way
not to invent you in my head
'cause i don't want to imagine
anymore