ambivalent sensations
still penetrate my heart
and empty revelations
i left undone so far
the rhythm of my being
got indistinct again
you left your mark for long
as tremors in my hands
oh well i'm not okay here
really i'm not okay here
without you
my spirit is in torture
i know you'll never hear
the only thing you gave me
is paralyzing fear
the fear that i'm not able
to overcome this date
i know someday you show up
but it's going to be too late
you left me here in tremors
i'm stuck here in tremors
without you
they can live without you
it's only me who needs you
they can live without you
it's only me who really needs you