nothing makes you feel bitterer
than being removed from the core
autonomy without sense of realization
speeding towards non-destination
like a demon in the family of angels
an alien within my own existence
there is no place to fit in
regardless of what i do and who i am
learning the mechanism of pain
that follows the same pathway as mine
as suffering is part of one’s experience
in life that should never be denied
i have become a slave to my own way of understanding
there is no place to fulfill my desire to escape from reality