I swore the days were over, courting empty dreams
I worshiped at the altar of losing everything
And the guard I held together is losing all its shape
And in my head you look so gorgeous, it"s keeping me awake
There"s a scar on my soul, so let me down easy
Break my heart sweetly, like you always do
I guess I can"t let go til you wreck me completely
Break my heart sweetly, drape me in blue
I was never scared of nothing, I thought I had a home
Life went and broke me open, cause I carried it alone
I"m finding all this well worn sadness I never knew I kept
And I still chase you into heartache every time you take a step
I swore the days were over, courting empty dreams
I worshiped at the altar of losing everything
And you had a halo made of diamonds, resting on your head
I should be dealing with my demons, but I"m dodging them instead
