Текст песни iamempty - аквариум

when I was twelve or thirteen years old
I first read a book by Chuck Palahniuk.
even then I began to doubt
that there is some sense in the surrounding panic.

I no longer remember what he wrote about; something about whores and stoned.
now they have forgotten about him and even cocksucking is not very big,
I sometimes see only bastard memes with Edward Norton
and a quote about the six hundred and forty-first fish.

much later I became interested in neurophysiology
and biochemistry; everything turned out to be quite simple.
around twenty, I completely got into the logic
processes of cellular necrobiosis.

then I realized that nobody really dies,
the sum does not change from the permutation of the terms.
just a kaleidoscope of atoms that make us up,
slightly changes the pattern.

sometimes I walk through the inner cemetery,
there are more and more photographs that were not there before,
and the good thought of the bad writer Palahniuk
over and over again pops up in consciousness.

everyone you love will sooner or later disappear,
I repeat before bed with a Valium tablet.
watching a kaleidoscope - I've got an eternity
look at the patterns from behind the glass of the aquarium.