Текст песни Invektiva - Мёртв

I'm looking inside myself - myself
I'm lost in the early days of November
Trapped in lies and promises
In a cage of a lattice from my efforts

I have lived senselessly
Hopelessly lost
My life is a dream
Of the lost faces

I try so often to sacrifice myself
Sometimes I forget that I'm already dead
Among the silly tips in bright envelopes
Between the lines and mistakes, I did not find myself

I'm dead ...

Only a gray sky, shedding dirty tears
And trying to destroy everything
I'm lifting my head up
And I understand it's too late

I'm dead (4)

It's too easy to be true
I'm so stupidly deceived - by myself
Too easy to live enjoying the show
Of meaningless words and soulless eyes and faces

Pain...