When they think of me
I hope they think of your face
That’s the only real thing that ever mattered anyway.
I remember you sat and you watched
As I fucking fell apart
Like it couldn't be stopped so you
Hardly fucking fought.
I tried to claw my way out
But you just watched me drown
As the ocean in my head
Kept dragging me down
Sinking
Below
Let me drown in the undertow
It’s a shame, such a shame
Such a God damn waste
I can’t remember a fucking thing
like the lines of your face
or the way you fucking taste.
It’s a shame, it’s a shame
But I guess it’s fine,
The last thing I want
Is you on my mind.
I can’t stand another fucking day
Fuck.
I know I’m a failure
Erase me, move on
I know I’m to blame
for everything that went wrong
FUCK IT ALL
Still alone here after all these years,
Still drowning in sorrow, still coated in fear.
