I know that I’m paranoid,
I know that I’m insecure
Forgive me these old habits
They die hard
I know that they're bleeding through
And inside I’m bleeding to
Cementing the end before we had a shot
So if I stay
I’ll stay awake
And I will never dream of you again
And if I drown
Drown in these doubts
Would you save me, or watch me wash away?
Do you still see me like you used to?
Still think of me the same?
I need to know this wasn’t all in vain
I know disbelieving
I know I’m misconceiving
All the beauty in all the words you have to say
I’m sick of this circus
We’re running in circles
And I’ve been so certain for so long
We’ve been over this before
It’s all convoluted
And I’m so confused here
I can’t compensate for these flaws
Can't compensate for all these flaws
We’re running out of second chances now
We’re running out, we’re running out.