i've been hiding for so long
these feelings theyre not gone
can i tell anyone?
afraid of what they’ll say
so i push them away
i'm acting so strange
they're so pretty
it hurts
i'm not talking about boys
i'm talking about girls
they're so pretty
with their button up shirts
i shouldnt be feeling this
but its too hard to resist
soft skin and soft lips
i should be into this guy
but its just a waste of time
he’s really not my type
i know what i like
no this is not a phase
or coming of age
this will never change
cuz i dont know what to do
its not like i get to choose
who i love
who i loveeee