Metamorphosis
One day you wake up being an enormous bug
You realize that you will never turn back
Perhaps you will at panic cry (what's happening to me?)
Three pairs of legs and shell back now is your life
Fear of imminence can predict your response
You're wallowing in bed trying to get up
Your former shape betrayed you, now you are naught
Does anyone could create in their head this thought?
Now
It's time to leave this stench and kill this hunch till you still can breath and
Eating waste you drag out your worthless existence
Your wounds will never heal, your wounds will keep bleeding
You were the one of them who held everything
Enclosed within four walls
You used to lie for hours and nights
You did not want to harm people
Sense of liberation left you behind
Everyone you loved - turned away from you
You have been trapped and you don't know by whom
You'll fall asleep the way you did before
One day you'll realize that you don't need to pore
Anymore
Embracing the void of your days
Burden to all and forgotten by all
This is the price of existence, you know
Eyes filled with longing and horrifying woe
Abomination decaying alive
Resign oneself to the flow of circumstances
Your desperation caused by desire
To get attempt to survive between all of this mess
