God Save My Hatred
(George Eager)
In silent sootheness of the day
Sudden strike comes from the back
An unawaited stunning blow
Which brings my soul to a state of wreck
You talk about the good you've seen
In me but it's just one side of
What is held behind the curtains
Of a good-old-known disguise
And no I can't hold it all
It burns and grows
My rage's out at once and now
It's bursting and it flows
A rich soul for the seeds of hate
No good at all heavens can wait
For now my fury's too immense
When soul burns there's no sense
To reach for goodness in myself
Now I'm the one there's noone else
So god save my hatred
You kept me as a fool inside your lie
Being a friend
Now words of yours aren't true in sight of
What had grown inside my head
You talk about the good in me
But never were aware of
What here ritght behind the curtains
No achieve what you're worth
The more you get - the more you want
No looking back, you don't - you won't
A spitefool look inside your eye
Can't find an easy way to lie
The words are stil the world is dark
Just purple splashes in the dark
There's such foul silence in my ears
And only hatred is sincere
So what - you're unconcerned
For now it's too late
Your memories are burnt to ashes
In fires of hate
Hate grows like cancer in my brain
Cremating hopes won't remain
Can't find no warmth inside my heart
No voice of friends just poisoned dart
Pure rage is burning in my veins
I'm no more nice, I broke these chains
So god
A rich soul for the seeds of hate
No good at all heavens can wait
For now my fury's too immense
When soul burns there's no sense
To reach for goodness in myself
Now I'm the one there's noone else
So god save my hatred
