Some days I'm afraid to die
I don't think I've gotten what I need out of life
There are days when the skin on my bones
Holds nothing down but feeling alone
Some days I want to tear out my eyes
Restore the hinges and make you realize
That straight and fast is the only way out
So just leave my thoughts on the fringe, I never forgot about you
My lungs grew weak on the day you left
The emptiness building within my chest
You went straight and fast into a new life
And just like that you were gone, nothing felt right
For days I longed to know the truth, why you'd gone
But some things don't come so easily, I've been wrong
Well I can cut ties to your thoughts and count myself out
But your presence I'll never live without
I said I just hope in time you will forgive me
Because I'm sorry Alaska, and I always will be
Capacity won't consume me
I know where you are is where I need to be