I am not really sad,
though you blessed me for doing this.
i cannot reduce my guilt
what i did cant be undone
now i see where i was drowning
an ocean as deep as my obsession
miles away from helping hands
i swallowed the cold, freezing my lungs
sink so deep
freeze my lungs
watch me die
as i watched you
now you feel how i felt drowning
an ocean full of my affliction
miles away from helping hands
you swallow filled by my grief
i am not really sad
though you blessed me for doing this
when i look into your eyes
i can still see the blue
ocean
memories crawling back
into my fucking mind
fast as lead
you'll sink so deep
sink so deep
listen closely, you'll sink so deep
i'll pull you down, down with me
hard as concrete, i'll grab your feet
sink so deep, down with me
watch me drown, like you ditched me
sink so deep, down with me
i'll watch you die, as you've watched me
we'll sink so deep