Текст песни DragN - Мысли вслух

1 verse:
Sometimes it’s not easy for me to understand myself
And I'm so scared when I need to change something
And the smoke from the fire rises higher and higher
No, no, the moment has come! !?

I understand everything goes on
But why do I have to fight again
With myself, and again, the new I win
Now, under attack, I ask only to leave desires

Remain who I used to be
When I saw those eyes that I was glad
When I saw those people who gave me an incentive
Looks like hatred of the world befell me here too

Maybe I'm not alone, but so alone
I have to go without feeling my legs
For blasphemy even that would be punished less
When you want someone to comfort

Verse 2:
Gathering my soul again through the shards
And if you think so, is there any sense in this, huh?
Apparently, to gain a feeling of strong love
Your heart must be broken

Do not blame you, neither these lines, nor thoughts, either
You won’t believe like me, it gnaws a lot
And only I can put everything in place
But doing it is so tired

In pieces, living a lifetime
Voices tell me hold on
Look up
It may be too late to bring everything back

Ahead, you are probably waiting for something bright, maybe something good,
Maybe what helps me not to think about the past
Maybe something that will make life worthwhile
I hope so. Thanks thoughts