Shibire wo kirashiteru
Boku wa mazo no chi wo hiki
Sado no kimi wo matsu
Dekireba doku no baiser de
Hitan yue ni bitoku mieru
Kimi wa saigo no mama de
Kioku ubete kizukarenu you ni
Saisho no mama
Tokei wa hidarimawari demo
Okashita tsumi wa kaereru
Saisho de saigo no rikaisha yakitsukete
Iyagaru boku wo mite
Tsuyoku soshite yasashiku
Muriyari no ketsudan
Keshite kimi ni wa ienai
Kawa no kishimu oto ga itai
Kizu wo fukamete yukou
Shittobukai kimi wa
Itsu demo reiketsu na no
Osanai koro no gyakutai ga ne
Ima demo wasurezu ni itai
Naze mama wa inai no
Oshiete yo
Ah itsu ka wa yasashisa ni kizuite
Haha naru yurikago no naka de
Hitsuu yue ni mae ga mieru
Boku no saigo no mama de
Semete kimi ni kizukarenu you ni
Saisho no mama
Tokei wa hidarimawari demo
Okashita tsumi wa kaereru
Saisho de saigo no rikaisha
Kowashita
Boku ni wa yasashisugita no ka na
Mukashi no TRAUMA wo utsushi
Saigo no kimi made
Kowashita boku wa sado
+eng.translation+
impatient the masochist's blood runs in my veins I wait for you, the sadist
if I can do it with a poisonous kiss
because of sorrow I cannot see virtue you are the last mother
the memory buried so that you won't realise the first mother
even though the clock turns backwards the sin I've committed can't be changed
the first and last person who understood me is burned into my memory
see me resisting strongly and then kindly forcing a decision
I can never tell you
the creaking sound of leather hurts me let's make the wound even deeper
you, deeply jealous are you always so cold-hearted?
even now I don't want to forget the abuse of my childhood
why don't I have a mother? tell me...
someday I'll realise kindness inside the mother-like "cradle"...
because of anguish I cannot see before me my last mother
at least, so that you won't realise the first mother
even though the clock turns backwards the sin I've committed can't be changed
the first and last person who understood me is destroyed
were you too kind to me? the reflection of a trauma from long ago
I destroyed you, the last one am I a sadist?
