a life of hate through trials of fate
feel dispair, beckong for the truth
suffering the fear of pain
inside of me i cannot escape
hidden feelings suffocation
mental surge excruciating
anger burst inside of me
as i live forsaken hatred
time can't heal emotional scars
brought to life by emotional wars
illusions seen through eyes of fear
trying to make this hell disappear
repeat chorus
agony appeals to me
i can't escape the pressure so i slowly fade away
sanity, tranquility
pleading for the time when my mind and soul are free
life of pain and misery
i've chosen my path i now await my fate
infinite suffering
after forever will still be me
hate in my eyes is the way ridding myself of internal decay
change is constant as i see permanent will never be
clinging tight to the end is my life an eternal sin
life i've seen now disappear drowing in a sea of fear
reality fades away
hattered life hate and dismay
anger burns inside of me
as i die
hidden feelings suffocation
mental surge excruciating
anger burst inside of me
as i live forsaken hatred
