Текст песни DEADKID - LETHARGY

I am
count attempts to kill
(what?)
I think attempts to change
(what?)
I think attempts are multiplying
count those attempts in which you lost
cornered himself
pounded in circles where only whores and drug addicts
adiki.nike
betrayed our stories
betrayal of secrecy and everything is fucked up
i don't believe myself
in place of you I would not believe me
but i give a fuck on this
I am the first of those who do not believe that the first
my nerves are loosened and I stumble in the convolutions of the brain
I’m killing myself so that I can pass you air through winamp

the nightmare will end and i will wake up
you'll be around like the first time
I only suffer and suffer here
if you wake up wake me up
(2x)

Fuck reality. Fuck your world.
i'm really tired
tired of relatives. friends and relatives
tired of you and myself fucked
kill me creature
get rid of what this dream gave me
I'm tired of getting tired and demand a shot right in the face

the nightmare will end and i will wake up
you'll be around like the first time
I only suffer and suffer here
if you wake up wake me up
(2)