Текст песни cuntrol - это был сон

I'm sitting in an empty room, in front of me is a white sheet
he displays all the dirt from my soul
maybe someone will think that my soul is pure
but not everything is so simple in this world of lies
I used to be ms rabbit, very quiet and calm
but now i have become cantrol and that's where all the wars started
heaps of misunderstandings, loud attacks on me
but I don’t need this, I like to relax
I'm already 25, but I'm still alive
with my ideal life, it's time to rest
people like me don't live until 20
if suddenly I'm not there then mom, I'm sorry
I tried to live as it should, the world won me over
I have already given something in response, unfortunately I am exhausted
these attacks of depression are becoming the norm
nothing can be done to return to its former form
ms rabbit won't come back, he is where the mind killers are
remained in the past and for a long time, do you understand, ma?
a lot of misunderstandings are quietly killing me
but unfortunately no one knows this truth
and suddenly a shot is heard on a quiet night in the area
I was a man yesterday and today I am a dead man
sorry that suddenly I left you all
only waking up in the morning I understand it was a dream