The disposition is brilliant, the people are wicked
The spirit of my heart is telling me the truth
Slowly it begins, rising up in me
I want to know if it's real or just imagination
I want to learn how to control it inside of my rotten flesh
Finally it's controlling me and now it is destroying me
Searching for answers, searching for explanations
Can't do anything against it
I'll become someone who does not want to live
I want to know if it's real or just imagination
I want to learn how to control it inside of my rotten flesh
I have no comprehension
I have no pure conscience
I have no commiseration
No, I have nothing at all
...and in the end it takes control of me...
I want to know if it's real or just imagination
I want to learn how to control it inside of my rotten flesh