Persistence of me devotion
I can feel myself falling away
Away from all the hardship down
I deny myself the pain
A quest to find the end
To this suffering inside me
Took refuge in your love absolute
I cry your name
as tears fall
from my eyes
An endless river of suffering
Flowed through my veins
Choking on my flesh
Trapped inside my body
Drowning my soul in hate
I was drowning in the tears that i cried drowning
I was drowning in confusion
Sinking deeper in your illusion
I reject who i once was
I refuse that i once was
And i refuce
to let myself suffer
and i refuse to fall into the pit you call happiness
My devoted heart screams surrender