I've got his photograph
On a stand by my bed
Two on the mantel
And thousands in my head
I can't believe how fast he's growing
It ain't suppose to be like this
Every time I look at him
I see how much I've missed
I missed his first steps
His first words
"I love you daddy"
Is something I seldom hear
Oh it hurts me so
To watch my boy grow
Up in pictures
I send the money down
I do my best to do my part
But it can't compare
With what I pay with my heart
There's still unanswered questions
That weigh heavy on my mind
Will he ever understand the reasons why
I missed his first steps
His first words
"I love you daddy"
Is something I seldom hear
Oh it hurts me so
To watch my boy grow
Up in pictures
It takes all I have
To keep the tears inside
What I wouldn't give if
I could turn back time
I missed his first steps
His first words
"I love you daddy"
Is something I seldom heard
Oh it hurts me so
To watch my baby grow
Up in pictures
" I MISS YOU Sasha"