Wish I was too dead to cry,
the self-affliction fades,
stones to throw at my creator,
Masochist to which I cater.
You don t need to bother
I don t need to be
I ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I won t let go til it bleeds
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed i cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
You don t need to bother
I don t need to be
I ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I won t let go til it bleeds
Wish I died instead of lived
The zombie hides my face
Shelf forgotten with its memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries
You don t need to bother
I don t need to be
I ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I won t let go til it bleeds
You don t need to bother
I don t need to be
I ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I ll never look down my deceits
